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Hellcatcher
04:09
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Hellcatcher
Welcome to the schizodelic joyride
Where we never ever die and all is well
I will be your simulation dream guide
Open up your mind and catch some hell….
Shame on you
Shame on me too
Who put the blame on you?
They put the same blame on me too….
They always do
Voodoo déjà vu
The way out is through
Can you feel the Universe bleeding?
Will you let your blind faith break your heart?
Tell me, when did you stop dreaming?
Whatever you think is what you are….
Shame on you
Shame on me too
Who put the blame on you?
They put the same blame on me too….
They always do
Voodoo déjà vu
The way out is through
You can start a sunshine death cult
You can do it all inside your head
Under something else indivisible
You can be the king of your invisible friends….
Shame on you
Shame on me too
Who put the blame on you?
They put the same blame on me too….
They always do
Voodoo déjà vu
The way out is through
The way out is through
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2. |
Counting the Days
04:44
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Counting the Days
Well, you seem to make sense
out of everything else
except for yourself
forever and always
So, I’m counting the days….
And I’ve been calculating hell
for as long as I can tell
woe is me, oh well
it’s always going sideways
So, I’m counting the days….
Find me
I am the rain, come and
Find me
I am the rain coming down.
There’s no secret code
I don’t want you to know
I don’t wanna be here
I like being lonely
And I’m counting the days….
No sticks, no stones,
no, not even bones
infinite and unknown
Mother Nature hold me
Oh, I’m counting the days….
Find me
I am the rain, come and
Find me
I am the rain coming down.
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Trippin' on Death
04:48
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Trippin’ on Death
What the hell is ever real?
As real as hell can ever feel
No one ever dies alone
Livin’ in the big reveal
And I’m trippin’ on death while the world hypnotizes me
So, I’m catchin' all the trails I can off everything
And there’s psychedelic pain in the mind of all I see
Because no one understands the nature of reality
I’m trippin’ on death, yeah….
Well, I keep wakin’ up inside a dream
Inside another waking dream
There’s nightmare everywhere
But it all comes with ice cream
And I’m trippin’ on death while the world hypnotizes me
So, I’m catchin' all the trails I can off everything
And there’s psychedelic pain in the mind of all I see
Because no one understands the nature of reality
I’m trippin’ on death, yeah….
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Sudden Passion
05:41
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Sudden Passion
I wish I could forget your name,
I wish I could erase your face,
Quietly collecting rain,
Dreaming up a thousand ways....
'Cause I never wanted to say goodbye,
But now I don't even wanna say hi,
'Cause I believed every one of your lies,
But everything wrong turns out right....
When I'm killing you in my mind
Killing you in my mind
When I'm killing you in my mind
Killing you in my mind
Well, every bit of our dead love,
And everything you've ever said,
And all the carnal ghosts of us
Are ruminating in my head....
And I've never even seen you cry,
There is no remorse in your eyes,
'Cause you don't feel pain deep inside,
But all of that changes as you die
When I'm killing you in my mind
Killing you in my mind
When I'm killing you in my mind
Killing you in my mind
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Queen Datura
04:52
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Queen Datura
Underneath this crown made of bone
Praying as my heart turns to stone
Alone in the center of the sun
Sleeping in the existential hum
‘Cause we’re all
Melting into slime
As we are
Dreaming of the sky
And I am
Hiding in my mind
Is this what
Happens when we die?
Die again
And I’m not sure if you are really there
But I can see your darkness in the air
Embrace the lucid hallucinations of love
For, the queen decides if you deserve your blood
‘Cause we’re all
Melting into slime
As we are
Dreaming of the sky
And I am
Hiding in my mind
Is this what
Happens when we die?
Die again
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Altruistic Disorder
04:09
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Altruistic Disorder
Well, I don’t remember what I’m doing
And I don’t believe what I have done
‘Cause I’m half asleep when I’m goin’ through it
So, I barely recognize anyone….
I am a failure
Nobody knows I exist
I am a failure
And all I can do is this
‘Cause all that I know is this
The meaning of life is to live
And I can’t stop cryin’ for no reason
Or maybe the reason is my soul
You can keep on leanin’ on that daemon
But don’t you forget who’s in control
I am a failure
Nobody knows I exist
I am a failure
And all I can do is this
‘Cause all that I know is this
The meaning of life is to live
And if I was you and you were in my imagination
Well, I’d find the places that I know
And I’d close my eyes and hide inside of a revelation
To see the truth everywhere I go
‘Cause I am the man in the mirror’s disguise
And I’ll never stop asking me why
So, I might have fucked it all up this time
But I’ll try again cause I never die
I’m not a failure
I live inside the gloom
I am a flower
In everything I bloom
And I’ll bloom in you
I will bloom in you
I will bloom in you
And you will bloom in me too
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Flowers Everywhere
04:13
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Flowers Everywhere
Well, time goes so slow when I don’t know what you mean
And as I rot in hell, well, I just can’t tell If I’m even me
I’m so damn confused, what should I do with all this pain
I guess I’m goin’ home and while I’m on my way I will be walking in the rain
I am the ghost of all your empathy
You close you’re eyes but you can still see me
I don’t know where I am!— and I don’t really think I care
Tombstones and flowers everywhere— Flowers everywhere
Flowers everywhere
Well, I can’t believe these memories inside my head
And all the lies behind those eyes of pure regret
We always know what will behold the words we say
And that is why you never said goodbye ‘cause you never really went away
You think you are but you’re not over me
How did you get so scared of all your dreams
Are you ok?— I can’t say I’m the same
I can’t get this stain out of my brain— It just won’t go away
You just won’t go away
Well, it takes so long to write a song when you’re upset
I try not to look the way that I feel when I am dead
I see you do it too and I admire you but I’m sad to say
I can’t seem to dream the same thing I mean when I see you every single day
You are the ghost of my everything
I close my eyes and you are all I see
You don’t know who you are!— and I don’t really think you care
Tombstones and flowers everywhere— Flowers everywhere
Flowers everywhere
Flowers everywhere
Flowers everywhere
So put a flower in your hair
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8. |
Ten of Swords
03:30
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Ten of Swords
It doesn’t matter what you do, It doesn’t matter what you say
I’m gonna do what I’m gonna do anyway
My eyes are dead to your world and it’s fading away
I wear ten swords in my back every fucking day
Yay
Everything’s unraveling
What the hell is happening?
Dancing in black majick dreams
Melting all my memories
Storm ended, sea calm, God is over all.
They advertise to your mind there is nothing to save
Little lies stay alive till you’re lost in a grave
I’ll play your game, change my name till I’m inside insane
I’ll hide in clouds so I’m inside out of the rain
Hooray
Swirling through eternity
Harmonizing perfectly
Bleaching out my blackened soul
Vacuuming my rabbit hole
Storm ended, sea calm, God is over all.
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9. |
Low Sky
04:20
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Low Sky
When the moon falls outta this broken sky
And the sun burns off my stupid face
When the Gods catch me in this wretched lie
They’re gonna dance all over my empty grave
Same old cold destiny,
ohhhh
Dead star shinin’ down on me,
ohhhh
Meet me in the blue moon light
Whisperin’ secrets in the middle of the night
I get high when the sky is low,
ohhhh
Oh no
I keep a room in an old abandoned house,
I keep my things in the hole of an oak tree,
And someday when I rot back in the ground,
Let the weeds grow from my memory
Same old cold destiny,
ohhhh
Dead star shinin’ down on me,
ohhhh
Meet me in the blue moon light
Whisperin’ secrets in the middle of the night
I get high when the sky is low,
ohhhh
Oh no
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10. |
Dust to Dust
02:56
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Dust to Dust
Making helter skelter out of time
Don’t know where to go after I die
Sometimes I forget I am alive
I have pins and needles in my eyes
Nothing you could say would ever save me
Secretly I know you think I’m crazy
Been talkin’ to myself again lately
Will I really do it? Well maybe
I will
Maybe I will
Maybe
Lost within the mazes in my mind
Everybody thinks I’m doing fine
Satan’s telling me to say goodbye
Never mind, everything’s alright
Nothing you could say would ever save me
Secretly I know you think I’m crazy
Been talkin’ to myself again lately
Will I really do it? Well maybe
I will
Maybe I will
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Angels of the Sun
03:36
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Angels of the Sun
Suicide is born of empathy and love
Infected by rotten memories
They will try to bury everything in drugs, but
You decide what is the enemy, because
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
And your mind changes everything
Truth and hope will always echo in a dream
Peace and love need symmetry
We become whatever thought we think it means
What difference do you really wanna see
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
And your mind changes everything
Will we live by the blade?
Or will we die by the gun?
Are we the shadows in the shade?
Or are we angels of the sun?
‘Cause if you still believe in time
Your brain is melting on your watch—
But if you’re living while you die,
You are creating what you want,
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
Your mind is changing things
And your mind changes everything
(Solo)
We are the angels of the sun
We are the angels of the sun
We are the angels of the sun
We are the angels of the sun
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12. |
Mother's Death Wish
04:49
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Mother’s Death Wish
Poisoned with betrayal and trust
Something wicked keeps following us
Handing all of your ignorance down
Everybody needs to figure it all out now
Because it’s not alright
Something’s exploiting your mind
No, it’s not alright
Don’t you wanna be around when the stars align?
Out of sight and out of your mind
We’ll see the light when we’re all out of time
Burn down the castles and kill the king
We need a different way of loving everything
Because it’s not alright
Something is broken inside
No, it’s not alright
Do you really want all of the children to die?
Now I wake up
From this bliss
I share my soul
With all that is
When I arrive
Back at the end
I’ll share my soul
And live again
Because it’s not alright
Something’s exploiting your mind
No, it’s not alright
Don’t you wanna be around when the stars align?
Because it’s not alright
There is something that is really wrong inside
And it’s not alright
Do you really want all of the children to die?
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Lxnnnie Belmar, New Jersey
Lxnnnie is an artist, songwriter, and poet from the US. Known for being one of the OG bedroom recording artists of the 90's outsider music community, he has self-released many albums under assorted aliases in multiple genres of music. He's also had songs featured in major motion pictures and produced music for a number of TV commercials. ... more
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